Memoir of a journey of faith from belief to trust; from rules to relationship; from transaction to grace; from rituals to mystery. Reading this narrative may help you in your journey. Faith is a slippery concept. It means both belief and trust, and this book describes the multi-decade journey from one to the other. The author was well schooled in the belief part, with many directives. The trust part surfaced later as learning moved from head to heart, from transaction to gift. A "do it by the book" modern American Catholic discovers that astonishing things happen when God moves from head to heart.