This collection of poetry tells many a story of the thoughts, feelings and emotions that I have experienced throughtout my whole life; it is also a collection of wonder, fantasy, erotica, self-discovery, love, honor, reverence and so much more. And, in addition to these are several poems written especially for James Marsters, an incredibly gifted and amazing actor...it has been my life-long dream to meet him. James has been a mighty pillar of support during my many years of pain, suffering and abuse, so for being this kindly silent spiritual entity in my hours of darkness, he deserves a place in this collection...God Bless you, James Marsters. For all of you that are suffering, need encouragement or are feeling hopeless, take comfort in knowing that I have been there too...may these poems heal your heart, inspire your soul and give you strength to soldier on. You are capable of doing and accomplishing much more than you think...Be strong.